Jul 13, 2010
22:47
I'm still playing bejeweled blitz now because I am afraid to go to sleep.
I'm afraid of finding out all the mid-year exam question papers.
I'm afraid that i cannot sleep, just like the past two days, or rather nights.
A whole life of insecerity and fear.
I don't expect anyone to understand because they can't, just like how it is impossible for me to understand anyone.
I just need company.
Almost all my sentence start with "I". Yes I am egocentric. Who isn't?
I'm afriad of confessions, confrontations, accusations, devastation, raging emotions.
The child in me is always malnourished, she has never had a chance to grow up amidst all the fear that is stricken.
Spasmic reflexes in bed.
快不快乐,与悲不悲伤。